Living Stories

Hi. It’s Georgia. Remember me? I’ve been so enveloped by the lived stories around me, that I haven’t paused to share the things that have been on my mind.

I’ve been in a season of relinquishing the desire to express myself through writing as I have set about weaving and witnessing lived stories. I’ve been dabbling in precarious zones outside my comforts—in peacemaking, in activism, in lament, in pastoral care, in shared community spaces, in advocacy, in cultural and spiritual attentiveness, in empowerment… in the art of neighboring and the courage of parenting. I regularly maneuver through liminal spaces and have gotten stuck and a little rumpled in the shifting sand.  But there is so much beauty in the in-between—I’m learning to embrace the invitations and discover divine connections in those spaces. 

I find myself toggling in the tension between living stories and sharing stories. Our lives are sacred stories unfolding, yet sometimes we’re too consumed by our lived adventures to write them down. Sometimes we must stop and write them down to remember. To lament. To bear witness. To hold on to our own hope and the hope of others. Sometimes our sacred tellings confound or force us to struggle with the lived realities of others.

Why create space to write now? 

I guess I’ve been waiting for Divine permission to pause, reflect, and sort out the stories I’ve been experiencing. As I have dabbled in the spaces of others and listened to many wise sources on various significant subjects, I come back to my deep soul yearning as a word processor. 

The other day, I walked by my neighbor’s house and 3 little friends were jumping on a trampoline. 

Watch me! Look at me!

One of the little girls shouted as if to say: Share my moment. Take in my unique skills and delight, right here, right now—with me! 

I paused to behold the invitation. I saw myself as part of her living story. In that moment we wanted the magnificence of this unfolding life to be documented. Even if it is small—to be seen. To be celebrated and maybe even to have significance beyond our small casings of earthly living. After all, our stories outlive our bodies and mark our spot in history.  

Writing is personal and shared.

It’s cathartic. 

It helps me make sense of myself in a world of chaos. 

It’s a divine practice.

My words and my stories are my treasurers. They are my hidden ideas and found discoveries. They are divine markers of holy presence.

Writing is a form of resilience and clarity for myself and my readers. My hope is that my small words are healing and insightful and life giving in some way.

Living Stones

As you come to him, the Living Stone… you also, like living stones, are being built into a spiritual house to be a holy priesthood, offering spiritual sacrifices acceptable to God through Jesus Christ. 1 Peter 2:4-5 

I have been adding to my rock collection over the years.  Whenever our family travels to incredible places around the globe, we search for a stone of remembrance and solidarity from that place—to hold on to a tangible reminder that we were there and that the people we met and the experiences we had in those places are held precious.  

Each stone tells a unique story. Hard stones of the earth are reminders of the living stones that cry out in their contexts in time and space as spiritual offerings. Even if the details are forgotten, they can’t be untold.

I can’t untaste the flavors I’ve shared around common tables. I can’t unfeel the emotions of bearing witness to stories of trauma and healing through a tearful interpreter. I can’t unsee those faces or unhear that music.  And I don’t want to. I want to be changed and be made more beautiful and holy and whole. I write so I can make a record of these things. And maybe others will find themselves in these unfolding stories. Maybe stories will stick like a thorn you can’t wait to pull out of a place that pokes and penetrates and bothers. Those kinds of stories have expanded my perspectives and permanently altered the expressions of my heart. Dr. Jemar Tisby, a voice of faith and reason that I deeply respect in places where marginalized populations often go unheard and are misunderstood, has challenged me that maybe it is such a time as now to share the things on my mind.  In his episode of Roadmap to Resistance, he reminds us that we’ve each been given a gift that must manifest for the common good.  

Now to each one the manifestation of the Spirit is given for the common good. To one there is given through the Spirit a message of wisdom, to another a message of knowledge… 1 Corinthians 12:7-11

If I have words to process and play with, maybe it’s for the common lifting of others in the messy and chaotic context of 2025.  Maybe the distinction between writing for others or writing for myself doesn’t need to be clarified.  There is beauty to behold, but it must exist to be beholden at all.

A Lament: Un-heard. Over-looked. Under-estimated

Sometimes I feel unheard. Sometimes I grieve for others in marginalized spaces whose intrinsic worth is often underestimated. Sometimes I try madly to see and hear and notice what could get overlooked. I wish no one ever felt like they don’t matter. Sometimes those feelings overwhelm me–and so, I lament.

  

From the secret whispers of the unheard;

From the hidden places of the overlooked;

From the tarnished treasure of the underestimated…

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Who hears the cries of your cherished children? Why do they scream out loud or sob in dark corners unheard?

Who can see their wounds—the scars beneath the skin? Why do the vulnerable get overlooked?

Who looks down to notice what everyone else tramples on? Why are some underestimated?

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Like an attentive mother hears the uneven rhythm of a newborn’s breath, you hear the sobs and whispers of your little one’s erratic heart. 

Like a curious child seeking seashells in the sand, you see with wonder those trampled down beneath the surface.

As Your best creative craftsmanship, you unfold the secret potential of your treasured ones.

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When we feel muted, you whisper we are worthy.

When we feel invisible, you see our vulnerable places.

When we feel underestimated, you value our treasured potential.

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O Lord, reveal to me Your secret wonders. 

Guide me to Your diamonds in rough places.

Open my ears to the whispered rhythms of praise and resilience and worth that could be missed.

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For you, God, are intentional.

You hear us in soundproof spaces.

You are worthy

You see value in our design.

You are King of abundant treasure.

You cherish those You seek and find.